Hey so its been months but I thought I’d check up. No messages at the moment but I want to help… so feel free <3
Caitlin xx
Anonymous asked: Am I important? and Why Am I?
I'm summitting anonymously because I might be a criminal, someone who hates everyone on this planet earth, someone who is sick, someone who is mentally sick, someone who is lazy and does nothing in their life, someone who has a handicap, ect.
I want an anwser that can fit with everyone on this planet. Why should everyone be considered important?
Yes. you are. You all are.
You are important because of the way you CHOOSE to live. The choices anyone makes impacts others negatively or positively. Those impacted by you will go on to make their choices. There is nothing that could make you less important.
A murderer, a rapist? They are important, victims of these monsters do not want to live with others feeling the person who did this to them is not important.
Importance is not always positive. But it is always valid.
EVERYONE is important.
(Does important sound weird to anyone else now? )
Caitlin xx
Anonymous asked: i'm not who i seem to be. people look at me and see some girl with a perfect life. they see kindness, caring, love, and all these other good qualities that I don't even really believe exist. my life has been shit mostly. my dad left my mom and younger brother when i was a baby for drugs and hoes, was beaten a lot by my step dad because he was a raging alcoholic, was molested at 7 yrs old by a friend of my step dads, lost my two best friends in the whole world because of a bitch who was jealous of us, forced to give an older kid oral sex at 13 with a knife held to my throat, moved from place to place throughout my entire life, lost the love of my life because i live 200 miles away from her, and regardless of when i tell him, i'll be disowned by my step dad when i come out to him. i'm manic deppressive, and have what many would consider to be assiociative identity disorder. i hate myself and my life. i don't understand what i've done to deserve any of the shit i've been through and i can only guess that it'll get worse as my life goes on. i cut and bottle my feelings up inside because no one would be able to know all of this and look at me and see it to be true. they'd think i was lying and wanted attention. i live with a smile plastered to my face, even if my eyes are filled with tears. i listen to others when they have no desire to listen to me. i'm broken and honestly i could never see anyone being able to really fix me. no amount of medicine or therapy could fix the heap of shit that is me. all the distractions in my life (school, family, friends, internet, etc.) can only last for so long before i'm left alone in my room to cry myself to sleep. i'm not looking for sympathy, or attention. i guess i just want my story to exist somewhere besides in the confines of my mind. no one will ever know its me, they'll never see me on the street and be able to tell that i've been through some horrible shit. but i don't care. even if my name isnt attached to this, i just want it to be out there..so maybe if i die, and people forget me or dont notice..at least i'll just have this one post of pure honesty, as compared to the lie that i live every day.
sincerely,
the girl with the perfect mask
You, my friend, are truly inspirational..
You are so strong to be able to smile, even though all this shit has happened to you.. Seriously, I would love to meet you.. I would love to be the person who would be there for you and to hold your hand.. You’re truly amazing.
Even though things seem absolutely shite, I bet you that soon enough, something wonderful will happen and you will be truly happy, like you really deserve to be.
Please, get in touch with me via my blog if you want.. I’d really like to talk to you! (:
Remember, if you ever need us, we’re here.
Amy x
heyy guys. there is another help blog to follow and or tell ppl about: pouryour-heart.tumblr.com
pouryour-heart-deactivated20110 asked: helloooooo,
I decided to make an advice blog for anyone who needs someone to talk to about anything and I only just started out so i kinda want your help. may you please check it out and let people know about it too? That would be lovelyyyy. Thank youu<3
you’re doing great already :D Keep up the great work!!!!!!!
Anonymous asked: I want to get over him.. but I just can't. He told me to go kill myself a couple months ago, he didn't mean it, I swear.. But it hurt.. We stopped being friends..and now we're friends again.. I still love him, but he doesn't love me anymore.. He texts me all the time and he thinks we're "good friends" I guess.. but I can't live with the fact that I screwed up our relationship & that I'll never get a second chance.. That it's over, and it's all my fault.. And there's nobody out there like him.
im sorry lovely. but there will be more guys. and dont give up hope on him. maybe yall will get close again and can try another time. just be patient. you may find he’s not the one you want. and anyone who tells you to go kil yourself, even if joking, is not okay. we love you darling. xoxo lynn
Anonymous asked: Shit... like...
Fuck.
I hate my life.
I'm constantly helping other people. I have to hear full out screaming at night at my house. I have to stick up for my friends because they can't do it for themselves. I'm so damn messed up, but no one cares, and even if they do/did, they won't help.
I never ask for help except when people don't know me or never will.
When I do, no one helps.
I commit all my time on tumblr to fucking helping people and making them feel better by talking to them.
Same with my friends.
No one ever asks me if I'm okay. I'm not. I've had anorexia and no one noticed. The fuck.
It's not like I'm friendless. I have people who I'm really close with.
They just don't care enough.
Life is just so damn hard and lonely.
It sounds like you are having an extremely shit time of things. We care, we will help. Talk to us <3 <3
Dear follower, if you’re sad or depressed, or if you just want someone to talk to, I’m here. Go anon if you want to, tell me everything that’s making you sad. I will not judge you.
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MESSAGE TO ALL MY FOLLOWERS AND THEIR FRIENDS! I AM STARTING ANOTHER HELP BLOG AND COULD USE SOME PEOPLE TO HELP ME WITH IT. ANYONE INTERESTED PLEASE SEND ME A MESSAGE AS TO WHAT YOU’VE BEEN THROUGH. I PLAN ON CREATING ANOTHER ONE JUST FOR SELF-HARM AND ANOTHER ONE JUST FOR EATING DISORDERS!
<3 lynn
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em0tionalwhore asked: Hi,
I use to cut myself, I haven't in 2 years but lately I feel so lonely and depressed . I don't know how to tell anyone , Any advice? Thank you..
I just want to say right now, we are SO PROUD that you haven’t cut in 2 years!!!!!!! WOOOHOOOO! SO PROUD! It couldn’t have been easy but it is so good that you did stop. I’m sorry you’re feeling lonely recently. I think the best thing you can do at this point is go to a friend or close person to you like a parent or relative or youth group leader and tell them how you feel. Even a school councilor. I know it would be hard, but it’s worth it in the long run. Please don’t start cutting again though lovely. I know it’s a temptation but its not worth going through it again. We believe in you and know you can get help. Also our own personal blogs are always open to you. We LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU. XOXO lynn
simycastilla asked: Just came along your blog by pure coincidence, and it’s properly one of the most heart filled sincere blogs on here.
What you’re doing is unbelievable, devoting your time to help others, you should be proud that you’re helping others who need it most. The world needs more people like you; I would love to be a part of something like this, anyway sorry for the ramble. I just had to tell you.
Awhhhh <3333 That’s so sweet. I think that you could start a blog on you’re own. IF you need any help or want me to help you set it up please just message me on: anothergirlinthismessedupworld.tumblr.com <3 YOu just made everything worth so much more, knowing that people apprieciate what we are trying to do <3333
Anonymous asked: I can't deal with emotional pain at all. I would gladly have every bone in my body broken than have to feel as hurt as I do right now. I've promised a lot of people that I would stop cutting. That I would talk to them if I felt the need to cut, but when I look around there's no one here. I don't want to die. I just want the pain to end. I just want to be able to breathe without feeling like a hand is squeezing my heart, or tearing it apart piece by agonizing piece. It feels like I'm at the edge of my rope here...and I have no idea what to do...
I know exactly how you feel hunny. I suggest trying to talk to you’re friends and explain to them how you feel. If that doesn’t help, talking to an adult or councilor would be smart. Also talking to a doctor about some medicine that could potentially help would be ideal. There is nothing that could really help to cure it but there are ways to make it less overwhelming. You can talk to any of us on our individual pages too and tell us more of whats going on if you’d rather not do it on here. We care lovely. I hope this helped a little. Writing is also a good way to help. And there is a list of cutting alternatives. I think trying them would be a good idea. I know you don’t want to disappoint them but it doesn’t have to be as extreme as cutting. WE love you a lot!!!!! XOXO lynn <3
I see past the cuts. I see past the burns, the scars, the hospital stays. I see past that exterior you choose to show. I know you. I see you and you are magnificent. You are wonderful. You are beautiful. Your weight does not define you, nor does your sexuality, style or past. So breathe, because I love you for you. You are amazing.
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To everyone: We love, we care, we believe you’re amazing, beautiful, worth it. Because you are. We are here for you. We believe you can do anything. We are here to listen. We love you <3
Anonymous asked: i don't know what to do
i'm so clingy to my boyfriend and i feel like im pushing him away :/
i'm really in love with him just i have depression and anxiety... and i can't help getting upset. just no one has every showed me what its like to be loved in till i met him :/
just i dont know what to do
Tell him this, he loves you he probably cares, you need to explain your actions. As scary as it may be to be open with him, it’s the only thing to do. That is so beautiful <3
